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from first to last is ghey.
i hate them
faggots.
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[23 Jan 2010|08:03pm] |
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dghyrmfaghhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i hate this feeling
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today. i had an amzing 14 hour round of buttsex with Cocco. and i tell you guy or girl that would be the highlight of anyones LIFE! I still dream about it, i "splooge at the mere thought.. i can like taste it on my lips and in my mouth and feel it in my butt still.... and i love it.. oh damn <3 Cocco <3 it was AMAZING! Let me go in to detail, we were bth sitting by my furnace... then cocco just yelled "I GOT THE LUBE NIGGA!!!!" and and it was all over... or all began, glorius buttsex... simply amazing soo glorius.... I would murder a nigga for it again.. snuff snuff snuff... im filled with desire and my butthole is filled with blood cause cocco went crazy.... but it was insane, first i was the girl then he was the girl then we were both the girl and we did this crazy geraman shit then A PROBLEM AROSE!! WE RAN OUT OF LUBE! then it just became soo much better soo rough and sexy and i lurved every moment of that shit... i didnt even eat the shit i licked the shit then i slapt that shit off my table!! OMG COCCO IF I COULD GAZE INTO THAT ASS AGAIN! OHH DAMN I WANAN STICK IT IN AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN, ETC! oh damn ppl dream of that ass but i got it.. i got biatch... YOU JELOUS BIATCH?! YEAH U SHOULD BE FUCKER!!! YEAHHH EAYHHH YEAHHH BUTTSEX!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARG. i wanna be a pirate, but no ordinary pirate, a BUTT-PIRATE oh yeah and if you didnt guess WITH COCCO"S STUDLY BUTTHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's like the angel i see in my dreams, such passionate dreams of DELIGHTFUL BUTTSEX!!!!!
yeah bitch be jealous
oh.
i also spent time with my bestest friend in the whole entire world.....sammy.
and i love sammy.
cause' she's black. and she's awesome.
and cooler then you. bitch.
:) < 333333333333333333333333333
sammy own's my journal.
and cocco own's stocks. so it's like 60-40 in sammy's favor
across five aprils- a year from now
Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours,
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step that you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But will never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, Cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish i would have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real,
You said they were,
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm just sorry that it wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember these things i've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said is in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess i've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause i'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
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[08 Jul 2006|12:10pm] |
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i almost got real hurt yesterday
yesterday wasnt a great day for me
nothign seemed to help me much at all. except fo ra few thigns
everythgin was just like bringing me down
i worked all day.. im still tired and sore from it
it got nighttime and me and scott decided to light a fire
we put a shit load of boxes and a few wooden skids on my fireplace i built outside
then we dowsed it in gas
alot of gas
then scott had the bright idea to light it "tomb raider style"
by making a torch, i thought he was gonna just trow it in but the smart person he is walked up to the stuff
he didnt even get a chance throw it, once he got within lik a foot of it all the ground lit on fire beneath us, he drop the torche ran away and then the whole thigng exploded. scott caught on fire for a second but he was fine, i started to run down my stairs and a flaming piece od debris hit me in the back and i lit on fire for a second
we were bloth fine
then re roasted hot dogs on our pretty big fire
afterwords we were sittin on mygarage roof
and i dont really know why but the idea of breaking my neck or sometng just poped into my head and i rolled bacvkwords off of my roof
i landed on the rocks we iled under it earlier
it kinda hurt so i layed there for a while
then i got up and went backup......
im such a smart person sometimes
yesterday pretty much sucked ass
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[27 Jun 2006|11:34am] |
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sad entries make me upset
i feel really bad
i dont know hwoo exactly to descibe antythign either....
sad thigns make me cry...
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[25 Dec 2005|01:22am] |
.........yo homies
wheres myspace?
did it dissapear?
this makes me kinda sad now...
... well.. umm.. ray is going to el concierto a noche con laine
tis goign to be a swell time
well... hmm... have fun eveyrone and umm.... i dunno... find myspace and tell it to go home
...byebey
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do it peoples please...
be ummm truthful i suppose...
i hate everything today
i hate people
1. Who are you and what's our relationship?
2. How and where did we meet?
3. How long have you known me?
4. Tell me one good thing about myself.
5. When you first saw me, what was your first impression?
6. Color of my eyes.
7. Have you ever had a crush on me?
8. What's one of my favorite things to do?
9. Do you remember one of the first things I said to you?
10. Describe me in 3 words.
11. Do you think I'm good looking?
12. How would you describe me to someone?
13. Would you ever date me?
14. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did.
15. What do you like most about me?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. What do you think my weakness is?
18. Do you think I'll get married?
19. What makes me happy?
20. What reminds you of me?
21. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
22. When's the last time you saw me?
23. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/staying the same?
24. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
25. Are you gonna put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
26. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
27. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be and why?
28. Would you make a move on me?
29. Do I cross your mind at least once a day?
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[30 Apr 2005|08:42am] |
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well hello everyone,how are all of you?...yeaa is been a while since i updated.im supposedly watching luke righ tnow but im not becuase kenny is..hmm..well..umm i dunno lots has been going on lately i guess..i didnt get to go to my silverstien and fallout boy concert so i got to go to see underoath and fear before the march of flames..it was quite awesome and i loved it..i went with my lovely girlfreindand this kid i met in school named dave..he was kool...it was kinda funny i met him like a week before and didnt really know his name and i asked him if he needed a ride and he ended up coming with me..yeaa fearbefore was fucking great live..they were great to start off the show...these arms are snakes werent too bad but some fat guy in the crowd kept making fun of them and then he almost got into a fight with a smaller fat guy, the chariot was good, and underoath was amazing as always..i met alot of my old freinds and "show friends and i may actually be starting up another band if this kid gets everythign in order imade freidns with the merch guy and these two kids who eneded up being brothers. one of them had a huge afro and the other like a smaller white one ..they were kool...but underoath was great.i was really happy the laine got to come with me ..i wouldnt have had a good time without her there..during their set i went into the pit, and when they went into the slower chorus this kid in an anberlin shirt and the afro kid just like grabbed onto me and we all had our arms on eachothers shoulders and we were singing as loud as we couldna and once it was over we went crazy.. it was fucking awsome..then i went back to laine and then the whole crowd erupted into like a big ass pit so i was tryignt o make sure she didnt get hit or anythign and as we were moshing i got elbowed in the mouth...i also got bit in the hand.. everytime i go to the webster i get bit..its weird....but yeaaa..thats my account of el concierto..no tthat you really cared at all but yeaa....and yesterday in school i broke my chair. i was in science and out o no where i got up out of my chair, picked it up and slammed in into the ground.. and thne i did it again and again..lol....it was fun.....now the leg is bent so bad that if you sit in ti itll break off..lol...im so dumb....i have decicided that most of my freinds that are girls think that scott is" hot" or cute or one of those.....and over vacation i got to spend like 5 full days over laines with her so i was very happy...i love her so much........and to berber..yeaa timmy is a dumbass...you sholdnt have to worry about his little craphead crap ..im soryy hes so dumb..and keri, some little kool boy is gonna find you..and you dont have to be a pac sun modle, in a band ,or ghetto to have a boyfriend lol.....but oh wells then...and to my oh so lovely laine..thank you for makign me feel so amazing all the time, theiris none else that i can love more then you......wow im still tired and this whole entry didnt have a poitn whatsoever......
do not bother reading this at all....thank you
by the way me and scott = effin weird kids, according to nica we sing soco armeretta lime nicley and we sound good..i duunno.... i love you...yea a you know who you are....byebye everyone
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[09 Apr 2005|10:41pm] |
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oh no rays updating...just a little quiz thingy i guess...
put an "x" for all that apply to you:
( ) smoked a cigarette
(x..kinda..once ) smoked a cigar.
( yeaa..ray used to do that stupid shit) smoked a joint
(umm nope nbota freinds ) crashed a friend's car
( ive ridden in a couple stolen cars) stolen a car ( rode in a stolen car )
(i am ) been in love
(yeaa ) been dumped ~kinda sorta
( mmhmmm) shoplifted
( umm yeaa) been fired
(yup ) been in a fist fight
(yessums i have ) snuck out of my parent's house
(yea) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(yeaa....i know im dumb ) been arrested
( umm no cant say ive ever had) made out with a stranger
(umm i guess) gone on a blind date
(yea) lied to a friend ~to make them feel better
(once when i was younger) had a crush on a teacher
(no ) been to Europe
(yeaaa) skipped school
(umm yeaa kinda in a way) seen someone die
(ummno...) had a crush on one of you’re my space friends
(rays not that kool) been to Canada
(not that kool either) been to Mexico
(yea i have) been on a plane
( yess) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(i dont htink so..and i dont throw up when i used to drink) thrown up in a bar
(yeaa i do that often) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(yess) eaten Sush
( yeaa im bad at it) been snowboarding
(yea) met someone in person from the internet
(yupyup tis fun) been moshing at a concert
(umm in a way)been in an abusive relationship
(yeaa........im dumb) taken painkillers
(i love her more then anything and i miss her mucho already) love someone or miss someone right now
(yea...i enjoy doing that and staring at the stars laying on top of union city dug outs..lol) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(oh so fun) made a snow angel
(ummm i dont think so) had a tea party
(yea and ive made them) flown a kite
(yeaa and i broke it) built a sand castle
(yess..( the streamthingys in the street arent puddles ..hahahaha)) gone puddle jumping
(...im an efffin loser.....yea......i have) played dress up
(yesss off roofs) jumped into a pile of leaves
(yess) gone sledding
(yeaa) cheated while playing a game
(i am right now) been lonely
(i do everyday) fallen asleep at work/SCHOOL
(hmm not yet...my dads making me a fake birthcertificate tho) used a fake id
(i do and i like to watch it) watched the sun set
(ummmm no) felt an earthquake
(yes and i have one....although i really need to fee dit or itlt die) touched a snake
(yep i love to) slept beneath the stars
(yes..grr..i squeak when im ticckled sometimes) been tickled
(yea) been robbed
(yeaa) been misunderstood
(a gost yes) petted a reindeer/goat
(yep) won a contest
(nope im a good driver)run a red light
(yeaa) been suspended from school
( yes) been in a car accident
(nope) had braces
(oh indeeed) felt like an outcast
( yess) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(all the time) had deja vu
(hha mmhmmm yes)danced in the moonlight
(i kinda do someitmes) hated the way you look
( yess many) witnessed a crime
(yeaa ,,hahaha ) pole danced
(for a short while) been obsessed with post-it notes
(yeaa..its ewwwy) squished barefoot through the mud
(yes i like to get lost somethimes) been lost
(umm if opostie side of country means south then yes) been to the opposite side of the country
(yess i have) swam in the ocean
(yea) felt like dying
(yeaa....) cried yourself to sleep
(yeaa its fun) played cops and robbers
(ummm no) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(yup) sung karaoke
(yeaa pennies..it pisses people offf) paid for a meal with only coins
(yeaa......) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(yupyup) made prank phone calls when you were younger
(yupyup) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(yeaa) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(mmmhmmm yess) danced in the rain
(no sadly) been kissed under the mistletoe
(yes)watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(i did today) blown bubbles
(yeaaa and in my back yard) made a bonfire on the beach
(yes) crashed a party
(yup) gone rollerskatin
(yes..laine) had a wish come true
(umm no) humped a monkey
(hahahha...oh my god.....lol....(laine knows)) worn pearls
(yup i have) jumped off a bridge
(yes and vagina and other onscenities also) screamed PENIS in public
(nope) ate dog/cat food
(yess) told a complete stranger you loved them
(.....im not telling) kissed a mirror
(yea) sang in the shower
(no) have/had a little black dress.
(yes and i know its gonna come true too) had a dream that you married someone
(yeaa) glued your hand to something
(not the flag pole but yea) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( no) kissed a fish
(i am right now...i wear girl pants and shirt and socks and hoodies....) worn the opposite sex's clothes
(oh nope) been a cheerleader
(yess) sat on a roof top
("screaming at the top of my lungs in dangerous tonight, and dont you tell me that im wrong im anxious for a fight") screamed at the top of your lungs
(no i fell down) done a one-handed cartwheel
(not 6) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(yess) stayed up all night
(when i was smaller i went 3 weeks) didn't take a shower for a week
(yeaa) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(yeaaaa) climbed a tree
(yeaa and my neighbors took it down) had a tree house
(nope) are scared to watch scary movies
(yess..my hous eis haunted) believe in ghosts
(nooooooo) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
(yea..but i love my uglyoutfits) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
(yea) gone streaking
( yeaaaa) pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on
(umm yeaa i suppose so) been told you're beautiful by a complete stranger I'm ready for the complement ;)
(umm finger or toe maybe?) broken a bone
(yessums) been easily amused
(i didnt eat it) caught a fish then ate it
(yes..) caught a butterfly
(yup) laughed so hard you cried
(no.but cried hard yes) cried so hard you laughed
(yeaa and then i got into deep shit one day when i did) mooned someone
(yep) had someone moon/flash you
(es) cheated on a test
(no) have a Britney Spears CD
(yess) forgotten someone's name?
(mmhmmm) slept naked
(oh hells yess..i did my own..i taught myslef) French braided someone's hair?
(not a full beard but i could if i want) grown a beard
(fuck no..i hate tose fucking bastrds) belong to the KKK.
(no...i cheated on one of my girlfreinds with her best freind and i felt real bad about it...but i love my girlfriend way to much to every do anythign liek that to her..id die befor ei pull some shit like that) slept with your bf/ gfs friend before.
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[05 Apr 2005|09:21pm] |
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some people are dumb and make me sad...im very stupid i lit my bathroom on fire today..if my daddy finds out im fucked....but i like to dance to badns that i like..therefore ray dances right now..you should too..and you should hope that ray doesnt egt in trouble...i will make better entry later i suppose ..byebye evryone
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i dont like to be right so much sometimes......................
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....sorry i never update .....well umm elconceirto was effin awsome...greatness..umm i dunno..i dont exactly feel like writing too much so heres a survey
x\\ spell your name backwards: yar.....or dnomyar
x\\ have you ever had a song written about you: ...no..but ive had a poem written about me
x\\ what song makes you cry: ....many
x\\ what song makes you happy: hmmmm......umm rite now it could be A***I*I*-slowdowncowboy
x\\ what's your all time fav. song?: shitness..umm i dunno i have alot
x\\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: music..whatever i feel like mostly..
x\\ height:: 5'10"
x\\ hair color: blackish-brown?
x\\ piercings: ear.
x\\ tattoos: not yet
Right Now . . .
x\\ what color pants are you wearing: blue jeans
x\\ what song are you listening to: your song - aspen it is-12:46 am
x\\ what taste is in your mouth?: umm mouth taste.....maybe a hint of choclate chip granola bar inthere
x\\ whats the weather like?: cold...not too nice...
x\\ how are you?: bored, lonely, pissed, sad umm yeaa
x\\ get motion sickness?: yea
x\\ have a bad habit?: probably but i dont notice too much.....myself
x\\ get along with your parents?: not too well but ok
x\\ have a current crush: yup
x\\ have a big regret: ...umm yea
Favorite . . .
x\\ tv show: at the time...umm it is forensic files i guess or some kinda thing on the history channel about serila killers or something bloody or disturbing
x\\ conditioner: cosco conditioner bitch
x\\ book: i havent read a book in a while but id have to say.. night
x\\ non alchohol drink: bawls...lol....
x\\ alchohol drink: not anymore
x\\ things to do on the weekend: hang out wiht laine or do something with people
Have You Ever . . .
x\\ broken the law: yea
x\\ snuck out of the house: yes
x\\ ever gone skinny dipping:...........no
x\\ made a prank phone call: yeah
x\\ tipped over a portapotty: hells yeaa...lol
x\\ use your parents credit card: yeah
x\\ skipped school before: yes
x\\ fell asleep in the shower/bath:yep
x\\ been in a school play: yea
x\\ had a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
x\\ had children: no
x\\ been in love: yes and i am now
x\\ have a hard : umm if its what i think it means ..umm yeaa
x\\ been hurt?: yea......
Random . . .
x\\ have a job: not yet
x\\ your cd player has what in it right now: thursday
x\\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: uhhhh.......an ugly one thats all ihave to say
x\\ what makes you happy?: music, freinds...laine.....things i like to do
x\\ the next CD you're going to buy: umm from first to last, scarykidsscaringkids, the bloodbrothers..or hidden in plain view
When/What Was the Last . . .
x\\ you got a real letter: ummmm months ago
x\\ got an email: a while ago
x\\ thing you purchased: ticket to el concierto and el shirto por me &laine
x\\ Tv program you watched: in search of marathon on sci-fi
x\\ movie you saw in the theaters: lol..el boogyman oh fun
x\\ kissed: last evening
x\\ hugged: last evening
x\\ song heard: aspenitis-the missingwillbefoundalive(ipromise)
x\\ place you were [ besides home ]: ummscotts?
x\\ phonecall: about4 hoursago
x\\ you were depressed: now
x\\ you were in the hospital: umm,tuesday
When/What Comes to Mind When You Hear . . .
x\\ car: crash..
x\\ murder: blood
x\\ cape: not good
x\\ penis: penial unnit
x\\ cell: phone
x\\ shoe: your mom
x\\ fun: stuff
x\\ crush: hearts
x\\ music: concerts
x\\ chalk: dead people
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hey heres a song for your enjoyment..ill actually update later byebye everyone
twelve:46am
you said you would be there you said everything was fine so i listened to your words like everything was all right but now i'm looking back on this moment and laugh because you stabbed me in the back here is the scars that you left i tried to grasp it calm but my hands just wouldn't stay still these words kept on biting holes that couldn't be filled you blew it all up and in this moment i blew it all up on you.. what would you do if you took my shoes? don't quite fit do you? this is nothing new.. see what you did wrong and hope that it was fun but now nowhere to run and it has just begun. i see that you're dead wrong. and you know you dont belong. when you got no where to run. the worst has jus begun. this is so ridiculous how you put me throught this with all the things you do and all you put me through.. you said you would be there (where are you now?).. i see it in your eyes and i know it's just for you every time i sing this song i'm singing it for you i know what you did wrong and i see it in your eyes every time i cry.. in your bed as i cried two doors down i hope you were at your all time high in your bed as i cried two doors down you were stabbing me from behind.. what would you do if you took my shoes? don't quite fit do you? well this is nothing new.. you said you would be there and where are you now? some things are better off dead. like me and you. all those walks to school. i've taken the time to remember your lies. just don't let me pack your parachute
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hey every one..yea lots has happened since i last updated...maybe ill tell you later...but yeaa i missed all my exams cuz i was sick really sick..yea it hurt to much to eat or drink so now i lost over ten lbs but now that im better im tryn to gain it back..ill be all good..i just look kinda skelington like rite now for the moent......here take survey thingy i stole from amanda and laine....
put an "x" next to the ones u like
W0ULD Y0U...
[] go out with me?
[] give me your number?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] take me out to dinner?
[] drive me somewhere
[] cut some rug with me?
[] take a shower with me?
[] be my bf/gf?
[] have a fling with me?
[] buy me a drink?
[] take me home for the night?
[] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] give me a piggyback ride?
[] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
D0 Y0U...
[] think im cute?
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle wit me?
[] want to hook up with me?
ARE WE...
[] aquintences?
[] friends?
[] in a relationship?
[] gonna have kids?
AM i...
[] smart?
[] cute?
[] funny?
[] cool?
[] sexy?
HAVE Y0U EVER...
[] thought about me?
[] thought there might be an "us"?
[] thought about hookin up with me?
[] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[] wished i were there?
ARE Y0U...
[] done with this survey?
[] happy you know me?
[] mad at me?
[] thinkin bout me?
[] going to repost this so that i will return the favor?
FINALLY...
[]On a scale from 0-12 what am I ?[and be truthful]
12- FUCKABLE
11- GORGEOUS
10- ON FIRE!!!
9- HOT HOT HOT
8- Kinda hot
7- Really pretty
6- Pretty
5- Cute
4- Okay
3- Kinda ugly
2- Ugly
1- Hideous
0- Dont ever talk to me again
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[05 Jan 2005|11:31pm] |
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...they told me i cant see her anymore......i cant stop crying.....i dont know why i cant see her anymore yet...they havent told me...i hate them....they dont understand...they just basically told me to go and die..i dont know what to do......they cant stop me tho....i love her too much...they cant do anything about it...im gonna fix it..ill do something.....i dont understand why they said that
they told me to say goodbye to her..that im not gonna be able to see her or talk to her again..but they cant stop me...ill die before i lose her...they can fuckthemselves...ill figure something out..i dont know...but ill do something.....
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[30 Dec 2004|12:30pm] |
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hellogoodbye-dearjamie sincerly me |
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hi.......yet another song im putting in here.. i promise an actual entry soon for now....
this song reminds me of.............
"call n' return" Lyrics
you promised me starry night skies
they just remind me of your shining bright eyes
im missing your voice at night time
this sepa-separation seem-seems a sad crime
b-b-b-but dont dont dont think think think i forgot you you you
are are are oh so sweet i i i - i know
if only you were here
things would be more magical
if i were there
right now would be more radical
youre so not near
im wishing i could place a call
and feel closer to you ooo-ooo
the miles of air and road and land
that separate me from all my plans
were havin' havin' havin' havin' fun
but something something tells me i miss someone
b-but i hope hope hope you didn't forget me i couldn't
forget you the whole time i always knew i knew
say that youre into me just let me know how it will be
if you dont know dont say so
ill wait till the perfect time think of all the perfect lines
ill make sure if i let you know
weve got movies on our list to see
things to do just you and me
calls to make from here to there and back
weve got fun to have and days to spend
stars to see or just pretend
at least for now just keep things right on track
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[28 Dec 2004|01:19pm] |
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 what does that meen?.... |
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senses fail-one eight seven |
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hi......ummm...i dunno....bored.....blah...
it's so nice sitting very still,in a room where no one else can feel the
pain that breaks my heart each day, i'm not ok.
sunlight shining through my window,lets me know that im still alive
why did i ever let you inside my heart? i'm such a fool.
paint my facein shades of blood and grey nad take the seat next to me
well i should have known that you were a killer
but now im dead.
a gaping hole shot through my heart
a lost connection from your poison dart
shot from your tongue to end my life.
but your blowing at the fire to light your strife
you'll never know
the hardest thing about dying is, knowing you'll never see the light of day
a gaping hole....(shot through my heart)
a lost connection from your poison dart.
my head now spins and my ears bleed gold.
i try so fucking hard,but i cant fit your mold.
you ripped my heart out,.you tore my eyes out,now your gonna pay
i'll stab you one time.
i'll eat your heart out so you feel my pain
dont you know that i always see you in all of my dreams?
i wanna kill you,but now im insane
yay..for song.....
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[25 Dec 2004|03:35pm] |
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no easy answer-pug fugly |
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hi,yea i havent updated in a long time...i dont really have the desire to update too much rite now so i figure ill take the survey that everyone else has in their journals and post it in mine..umm have fun...do it honestly plaese..lol...byebye
I ____ Ray.
Ray is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Ray I would ____.
I think Ray should ____.
Ray will never ____.
I want to _____ Ray.
Ray reminds me of _____.
Without Ray, ____.
Memories of Ray are ____.
Ray can be ____.
Worst thing about Ray is ____.
Best thing about Ray is _____.
Ray ____.
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